God is so good...ya He is is , all the time. Every day I thank God for waking up and for the beautiful air we breathe, for my family and friends. He gives me people to pray for every day. What a privilege. Oh how I want more of Him. Sweet, sweet Jesus. I have experienced "freedom" from the burdens of my life in a profound way. I have been a mother for 48 years to three wonderful sons who have my heart. My oldest has many challenges with mental and physical illnesses. For the past 12 years I have enabled him to be ill and have tried to fix him. I CAN'T. God has told me to "let go" and let Him do the work.. I will always be his mother and love him and be there in time of need but God has a plan and is in control of his life. He loves the Lord but I see him not doing what I think he should be doing to grow in the Lord. Who am I to try and direct his path? I can't...Stop trying to tell him how to feel, what to do, and dropping everything at his beckon call. I can't. God is the author of his life, not me. When my boys were young I would tell them, "mommy will not be standing by your side when you meet your maker, you need to develop your own relationship with Him". I didn't practice that with this son. Motherhood is not an easy journey. BUT Praise His Holy name...I was set free. I give all to Him at the feet of the cross. It is His burden not mine. He died for me that day on calvary and for that I am grateful....I encourage you to go to the cross with your burdens and leave them there. Jesus will take them. Keep your eyes on the Savior and He will direct YOUR paths.
I love you in Christ's name,
Val
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